school has come to an end for the semester. and a celebration it has been.
so much busyness and running to and fro to be blamed on school - and now that it's over the movement continues at a rapid pace.
the past week seems to be filled with question marks and confusion.
tears shed over unexpected answers and circumstances.
questions about what the summer hold and where it leads.
emails received from my mom with words i never expected to hear from her.
a broken heart for those who surround me as i come to see their heartache.
revisited guilt over things of the past.
the school i'm applying to student teach at in Africa saying i'm not sure it's going to work'
why so much uncertainty?
i guess there is little to be certain about in this life.
a call to trust.
even when there is not a single answer or glimpse of things now or in the future to be seen.
can i trust without the answers?
i desire to.
but it means releasing my desire and pre-determined outcomes to see what is ahead of me.
letting go.
perhaps the continued fallen tears are within the process of releasing my own grip for a greater glory to be known.
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Perhaps.
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