change embraced.

time continues to turn as i return to these pages.
much has been changed. rearranged.
a summer job filled with inconsistency and uproar.
preparing to travel to tanzania. embrace the culture. love the unfamiliar surroundings.
and with inadequate details i'm no longer traveling. no long anticipating. left only to ponder what the dirt roads and local faces would have looked like.
and so i return. return to a town and a place where life is familiar.

why the fight to stay and the hesitation that floods when i settle?
what brings me here when i would give anything to be there?

change embraced.
a change of heart in need of embracing.