where are You?

camp.
a familiar place returned to - and yet much of it looks unfamiliar.
three weeks of training completed.
frustration had.
laughter shared.
tears shed.
humility needed.
heart changed.

moments of doubting why i am here.
moments of wishing i were in other places.
moments of crying out for a desire over it all.
moments of wondering where You are in this place.

let me see Your face.
in this dry and weary land.
please give me a place to stand.